Sometimes you try to ignore the inevitable even though you know it'll come back for you.
I hate how you wish something wasn't but then maybe its is. How you're unsure about something yet at the same time you know it could possibly be true. How you want to speak your mind but you can't yet it pushes itself up your throat while you almost constipate holding it down. How lonely in thought you are when you don't quite know who to tell and when.
Things never stay the same.
You wish they will but they can't.
I try not to put much thought into it but ignoring it consciously so far isn't doing me any justice. Ignorance is bliss?
Talk it out and you'll just feel better.
Anyway on a totally and complete good note, i passed my FTT!
Sometimes i wonder if my entries even make sense haha.
3 comments:
Course it makes sense dear!
How lonely in thought you are when you don't quite know who to tell and when.
I second this, some times I just need that person here, i.e you but then you're not around I just feel like I have to tell someone before I suffocate and die! And when too many people know I have this trust issue :/
Cheer up deary
@hel I know what you mean haha. Sorry I'm not always there! Can DM or IM me remember! Orrrrr my 8 digits!
@xinyi I will babe! Thanks a lot :>
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